my scars are fading and it makes me happy and sad at the same time.

Through life I hold my head high but I don’t smile because it’s a constant battle for happiness that I keep losing.

This morning, I felt happy so I drew a smiley face on my hand.

By the end of the day, I had to draw a giant X on top of it because it wasn’t true any more.

I wish I could see you more often because the days where I do I genuinely feel happy and complete and normal, even.

I can do it, I can think positive thoughts :)

And tomorrow is the day to start!

I just went from feeling all depressed to running around my house singing “Lucy in the Sky With Diamonds” lyrics.

What the hell.

I love pouring my heart out to someone so much that it moves me to tears.